We have been on our own for about two years now. Well, not on our own, per se. We have family that love us and help us in any way they can and really have been our saving grace. I guess it would be more accurate to say her father has now been out of the picture for about two years. As sad as it makes me that he has no interest in her and that she will grow up with the knowledge that she was abandoned as a baby by her own father, I am comfortable with my decision to get out and cut ties while she was still too young to remember what life was like with him. It was not happy times and it has taken me a long time to deal and get past it. I am 100% certain that the right choice was made and that her life will be happier, healthier and just better in general without his dark cloud hanging over us.
I guess I will just use this forum as a way to keep tabs on her growing up as it happens, so I can go back and relive the times, whether they be good or bad, happy or sad. Nothing in my 30 years has fulfilled me more than being a mom and I feel like we have an extra special relationship because it is just the two of us against the world. I have very high hopes, and sweeping dreams of what this little girl can do as she gets older. Signing off for now,
K
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